love me for who i am, coz i love you behind all the imperfections, trust me like im the only person who will listen to you every time you tell your story. i am me and that is you. i miss you like everyday, everyday of my life. i love you not just because you love me but i love you because i really do. i wanna hug you like a pillow, kiss you all night and sleep in your arms. i’ll never stop loving you. i don’t want this to end though im scared of loving you so much. i thank God for giving me a person like you the one i trust and the one i love. GOODNIGHT.
for you what is love? for me, first i might say that if you love someone its all about how much you care, how happy you are when you’re with him/her, how much efforts you can do for this person. but what i just realized when i met him is that its not a big deal if you’re far away from each other, in love distance is only just a number but the love you feel and the care you show is all that matters. expressing love is not only when you’re together but also how you trust and how you make her/him feel that he’s/she’s important. understanding each other is another point of love its about when you can’t really handle the arguments and one of you will lower your pride. the one who will says “SORRY” and kiss you for you to be calm and in the end you’ll both forget that shit and start another day with sweetness and love. problem is just there, it will never leave you but if both of you are willing to help each other there is no impossible for both of you to reach forever. that’s what i realized when i met Alexi. we’ve known each other for three months, but what i feel is like we’ve been together for years. he knows my flaws my bad and good sides and my imperfections. but still he shows me how much he loves me and how much he really care. though im from north and he’s from south i can’t feel that we’re far away with the help of facetime.hihihi :”> and everytime i woke up he never fails to make me smile coz of his long good morning texts. :) i never thought that alexi and i will be like this and i have no regrets of having him as my babe. :) i thank him everyday for loving me and understanding my busy schedules and treat me as his princess. :) ILOVEYOU ALWAYS BABE! :* :* :* :* :* :)
good morning guys! first of all i feel sorry for you guys because of the quality of the picture hihi. but i think its not that big deal because of my model (Trishie Delacruz) can handle it. hihi.
for this blog i didn’t use my own make up but instead i used trishie’s make up because i didn’t expect that she will ask me to do some sample make up for the grand launching of her fashion designs. i only visit her at her house and that’s it, that’s why i didn’t bring brushes etc. anyway…. for trishie’s make up i applied DIOR concealer for the base for smooth skin, for the foundation i applied ever bilena so that her skin won’t look oily because of the concealer i applied. for her eye shadows i used clean and clear eye shadows (gray, purple and pink.) i applied gray so that the pink and purple colors will appear more i applied only a little bit of gray as you see in the picture. it’s much better that i applied heavy purple and pink eye shadow because of its glitters effect. for her eyeliner i used mac gel liner, for her lips i applied matte lip paint (pink) for her barbie/fairy look hihi :) for her cheeks i used light pink shade of blush on (i forgot the brand name :( ) and for her unique eyelashes thank you beauty intstints ( http://www.facebook.com/beautyinstincts.shop ) and trishie is wearing contact lenses thank you also Utlog shop (http://www.facebook.com/utlogshop). and that’s it guys! hope you enjoy reading my blog and feel free to try it also i already put the link of the shops where you can find some of the things i used. :) sorry again for the quality of the picture. :(( hihi. :)
last night i tried myself having this kind of look. (girly type) hihi.
for my base to achieve my smooth skin i applied avon whitening cake foundation. to balance my face down to my neck i used maybeline new york mineral powder. for my eyeshadows i used max touch pink eyeshadow but i applied it only half coz i shaded it with mac silver eyeshadow so that my eyes wont look pale coz i only have one color. haha. for my eyeliner i used davis eye to cover up a black effect on my eyes. for my lips i used light pink lipstick to match up the eyes and my lips. :) now i have this girly type look! :)
hi guys! now i am the official hair and make up artist of exquisit photography by Kennette Gaela.im so happy to be a part of this group. i enjoyed the company and their sense of humor. they only enjoying what they do and what they want. and will do my very best to be able to have a longer time with them.
in this shoot i used l’oreal paris visible lift for the base, max touch fair color foundation. for the eyeshadows i used white color for the base. i shaded it with dark eyeshadow it’s not that black actually because of the base i put. i also shaded it with orange to fit the make up in her top. to make it more fierce i put mac gel eyeliner (black) to make her eyes fierce, i added up some stickers for other effects to make it more unique. to make her cheeks attractive i applied max touch blush on (pinkish) for her lips i applied red and pink lip gloss. for finishing touch i applied nichido bronzing powder to achieve her glamorous but fierce effect look.
for her hair i tease her front hair only and i applied glam works hair spray to hold her hair.
SMILE.i always believe that smile is a medicine for stress. (laughter is the best medicine) now im in full of stress. i have a problem with regards to my family. and also to my boyfriend. i live with my 2 younger siblings my parents works in dubai. so im charge the house. my boyfriend works as a sales agent in robinsons galleria, my bf is too busy to understand everything about me, how i think, what i feel, and how painful it is to beg for time and to beg for some sweetness. :( my life is full of happiness sadness EVERYTHING. sometimes i GIVE UP but i choose to fight because that’s life. everyone has its own problem but its up to you how you handle your own. i choose not to CRY but i have to because that’s the only thing i can do for now. i choose toLAUGH because i am hoping that i can pass all these painful sorrow. i hope all these things would be worth it in time. because i know im with God. there is only one way that i know to pass all these pains, tears, problems, heartache, headache. PRAY. goodnight people. :)
